Insight To Chaos

Lots of work, lots of school. My typical weekday has become long…very long. One might say it’s even tiring. I love it though. Having a grand time being extremely busy. I’m also trying to lose that last 15 that’s been staring at me since last summer. I’ve decided to try and accomplish the hardest of my “resolutions” within the first 3 to 6 months of this year. That way I won’t get to September or October and wonder what the hell I’ve been doing all year. Oh yeah, today is the 8th day I’ve gone without smoking. I’m pretty proud of myself so far. Surprisingly, the first few day weren’t as bad as they have been in previous attempts. This last weekend was harder than I wanted it to be. I’ll get through it. I figure if I’ve come this far, I can go further. This week should be the test though. The 2nd week of withdrawal has, in the past, made me a pretty huge bitch. Not that I’m not a bitch usually, but this is usually the week where I seem to test my limits. We’ll see how it goes. Here’s hoping…