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Dec '04

No Words…

…could describe why the truly fucked up things in the world happen. Evil – not good enough. Sociopathy – too complicated. Carelessness – not even close.

A couple of weeks ago, a girl was murdered for no reason. She wasn’t the only one. But she was the only one I knew. Why, you might ask? Circumstance. She was literally in the wrong place at the wrong time. This sub-human scum didn’t even have a reason to play God with her. And of course it isn’t fair. It isn’t fair that this psycho got pissed off because he got kicked out of a bar and then decided to go on a rampage. It isn’t fair that anybody had to die for it. And it most certainly isn’t fair that she had to die for it.

For most of my life, I’ve chosen to abstain for the death penalty arguement. Yes, these people did wrong. Yes, they should pay. But with their own life? Not my call. Well, guess who changed her mind on this subject. I say shoot the piece of shit in the knee caps and watch him struggle. Hang him up in a tree, but don’t break his neck. Let him choke on his own balls. Make him suffer because he most certainly deserves it. Fucking scum-wad piece of shit doesn’t deserve the life he’s been given.

I’m not going to leave it like this. I didn’t mean for this to be a rant on why the curb biter deserves to die. Rather I’m writing this down because it’s given me a regret. I had the chance to know this young woman and I passed on it. For months she only lived three blocks from me, and all I ever said was another time. I’m not saying I might have made any kind of difference. Truth is, she probably would have made a bigger difference in me. I’m saying that I didn’t put myself out there when I had the chance. I put it off. I’ve known that whole family all of my life. They are all wonderful people. Just as nobody deserves that kind of pain, they are no different. I love them all dearly and my heart goes out to them. It’s at this point that i don’t know what else to say and at the same time have plenty. I’m sad because it’s tragic and nobody should ever have that much power where they can decide who lives and dies. This guy was wrong. Forgiveness is divine, but i just dont think divinity plays a role in this situation.

Rest In Peace, Tiffany.
I wish I could have known you better…

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  1. Anonymous Says:

    sometimes life delivers the most important messages in the most fucked up ways. a wise man… (travis) once said “sadness and pain exist so that happiness and joy do not over run the world.” sometimes when things like this happen it feels like life is kicking you in the ass. sometimes you might need to be kicked in the ass whereas other times it seems unreasonable, illogical, and unfair. but everything happens for a reason. don’t worry about the curb biter’s karma. he’ll get his. you stay focused on yours. forgiveness is divine.

    -a-

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