Insight To Chaos

The right place, the right time,
Enticing look, the perfect line.
Where do we go from here?
Are these feelings sincere?
As time rolls on, the layers unpeel,
You’re sticking around, this can’t be for real.
I’m happy and sad, unclear in thoughts and emotions,
Still, it feels right giving you all of my devotion.
So now here I am, vulnerable and scared,
My good and my bad – my soul has been bared.
Every day is a dream, unimaginable yet true,
The cynic has found perfection embodied wholly in you.
Yet still you are human, your flaws and mistakes,
I know you can’t help it, but still my heart breaks.
I struggle to find what’s wrong and what’s right
On one hand forgive, on the other requite.
I know in my soul the right thing to do
Is whatever I can and continue loving you.
So promise me this, and I’ll commit the same vow
Mend what you break any way you know how.
Be honest and true in the sublime and the absurd,
And love me in actions, they speak so much louder than words.