Insight To Chaos

FDR

You scored 16 Positive, 6 Negative, 16 Active, and 6 Passive!

The man who led the country out of the Great Depression, Franklin D. Roosevelt is revered by many historians as America’s greatest president.

You involve yourself, and look to act as such in a very high way. You are a beacon of hope, and will act to make change where it is needed – regardless of your personal beliefs.

You are talented in dealing with others, and focusing everyone on a goal that is right – not in your opinion, but on its merits.

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There are few things in this world I find more powerful than the voice of the masses. There’s just something about thousands of people gathering together to tell there government that there needs to be change. Now, take all of those protesters and make them under the legal voting age. Goosebumps and tears. Makes me very proud. I don’t know enough about the immigration legislation in the works right now to formally put together an opinion. But, I will say this: anything that induces a daily mass exodus of the one population not given the right to vote by the consitution from school should reconsidered. I say right on to everybody protesting these past few days. But, to the kids walking out of school these last few days – Never quit, you may end up having the biggest voice of all. Good Luck…

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it’s funny what late nights do to me. Well, those of you who know me might think it’s funny simply because you know me. I only find it mildly humorous. Right now I’m restless, tired, anxious, a bit sad, lonely, excited, apprehensive. The list grows and shrinks as I sit here at my desk listening to my refrigerator run. I hate and love that sound. I hate it because it’s, well, annoying. I love it becuase i just truly admire the fact that it is 30+ years old and it’s still working. To me, the sound its making is a tribute to its fight to continue functioning. But then again, I could just be over thinking the matter.
My mind won’t quit lately. No really, it’s pretty non stop. Even my dreams are sprinkled with conscious thought. And when I’m not integrating a list of daily reminders into my REM state, I’m having continuous dreams of forboding. I’ve dreamt of betrayal 5 times in this last week. If you know me, you’ll likely roll your eyes. If you don’t know me, I typically have elaborate dreams and it’s very common for me to remember them. Betrayal – that was the theme for this last weeks dreams. I think if I had to name my biggest fear and my worst personality trait, it would be that. I have a constant fear of being betrayed. Consequently, I spend my days convinced that this will be the day the proverbial other shoe drops, and it will drop right on top of my head.
I’m not always like this. A friend asked me why I’m depressed the other night. I told him 10 times that I’m not. I think I lied a little bit. I don’t know that what this is is depression. No. I do know that what this is is not depression. I’ve hit a snag. I’m down, sometimes irrationally so. This hole it’s not so big. I hate admitting it and I’m slightly embarassed to write about it. Embarassement obviously never did stay very long with me because here I am writing all this crap anyway. Someone once told me that writing things down would help get whatever’s going on out of my system. I guess it does a bit. I need to do something…

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For whatever reason, I couldn’t the right words to describe just how crappy the candidates and the election was two years ago. The above link does it for me. Check it out…

It seems as though some of my seems have become frayed. I don’t know why. I’m not yet sure what do do about it. But, I’m sure things will mend in time. It’s been an interesting few weeks. This is just a twist in the chapter…

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So this is a personality profile type thingy. I pick words, you pick words. Sometimes they match, sometimes they don’t. If you feel like it, drop by the site above and pick a few words you think describe me. Afterwards, you can see the results and create one of your own. If you should decide to make one of your own, let me know. Should be very interesting. I’m quite curious to see these results…

Remus Lupin
You are looking for someone sweet, intelligent, and

understanding. Although he may have big

troubles to overcome, with you by his side

this wolfman will at least have a

non-judgmental, loving romance.

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Okay so I decided that I wasn’t going to offically make the quitting call until I had lasted one month. So…Here it is! Today is day 32. I have quit smoking. It’s funny that what made me think of it was that weird haven’t-smoked-in-a-while feeling in my chest. So, okay, I’ve come this far and I must say I feel surprisingly alright without cigarettes. Still miss some aspects of it. The physical is a big one for me. Next obstacle would be my weight. While I’ve already decided that I want to lose this last 10 to 15 pounds before June, I find that it’s a bit different without smoking. Cigarettes, for me, were a replacement. I’ll have to work on that because the last thing I plan on doing is gaining weight because I wanted to health myself up. I guess we’ll just see how things go. Come see the play…

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